June 18, 2013

I told Grant about my grandma and he was very supportive about it. It was refreshing to talk to someone who understands losing a loved one. No one really understands what that’s like until they go through it.

From the moment we started talking I knew I wanted him around. There is just something about Grant. I find myself attracted to his kindness and sense of humor. But what if decides we live too far apart and doesn’t pursue me. I really enjoy his company and kind of want to be more than friends, but it’s probably totally unrealistic since we live like fifteen hours away from each other normally.

I just feel like Grant and I are connecting on a deeper level. We are talking about real life struggles constantly on this retreat and it is really starting to bring me closer to the entire group.